.: Just got home from work, a grueling 14 hour day. Grueling because it started at 3am, and there was fucking shit to do the entire time.
Of course, it wasn't all bad. I was able to finish the coloring on Jedi Jesus 002, and get it up on the comics page, which was a nice change of pace. I mean, the fucking strip is on schedule, which is insane when you consider that I'm never on schedule with anything I promise on the interwubs.
.:A while ago, like years and years ago, I once had this thing for this girl. She was fun, funny and fairly cool. It didn't really work out, like most of my relationships at the time-I was being heavily blocked by a faction of filthy, dirty psychotic girls who wanted me all to themselves, just not in any way that meant blowing dust off a condom wrapper. I bumped into her a couple of times a few years ago. Even had coffee once, and talked about her ex-husband who had the seriously unfortunate habit (apparently picked up from his family) of wiping his ass after taking a shit (no that's not the unfortunate habit), and then throwing the used, shitty toilet paper in the trash.
The bathroom trash. Right in there. Shit laden used toilet paper to share with the world.
I wish I were kidding, and I must say that I think that this went far towards his being an "ex".
So today, I was in the Hannafords (super-market) cashing my pay-check, when I saw her with some guy. I hadn't seen her in years, and there she was with some guy who looked like he was a little soft in the head (but probably wasn't, I think that about almost everybody). She looked really good. Sounded really good. Fuck, she even smelled really good.
So I ignored her.
You see, that's the stupid shit I'm capable of. Petty, shy or embarrassed, it's no excuse. You should say hi to someone who has a giggle that makes you remember in one split second that you once really, really liked them, and why.
So I suck. And I'm comfortable sharing it. That's what makes me a better person. The whole innerwebs is like my fucking 12 step program. If I see her again, I will say hello I think.
.:Speaking of 12 step programs and innerwebs:
After some discussion with some folk, I want to state that you CAN NOT do re-hab or 12 step online. You can get some support with your problem, sure. But if you're sitting in your room doing drugs or taking swigs of Jack Daniels between IM's, it doesn't count.
.:I really, really miss my girls.
.:Finally, I will say that the new comic engine and possibly a new theme from scratch may be up this coming weekend. Same with the Calendar, which I said last week and apparently LIED about.
.:Go read Jedi Jesus or I will have cats shit on your keyboards.
But not really.
Because I don't have those resources.
AB
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